And even though you don't know why you're still alive, you should just be alive to smile and shine

And procasinating isn't even a word.
Most probably.

I'll look it up later.


ANYWAYS.
I'm such a bad girl. I promised I wouldn't abandon dA. If I remember correctly
Now I just read a journal from.. a month ago. A MONTH.
At least I had all my 22 journals now.
Now only 26 more relpies and 62 deviations.

Those huge-ass numbers are the reason I'm scared to go back to here. nd I cry when a number's gotten bigger .


ANYWAYS.
I'm fine.
I'm officially a smart girl now 8D!
And guess what? it drains energy. I think I already did more for chemistry in these two weeks than I did in two whole years on HAVO. And I even skipped an hour!
_{THAT'S NOT THE MENTALITY!}
WELL, THEY JUST SHOULDN'T GO AND TRY TEACHING ME THINGS WHEN IT'S FUCKING 4:00 PM ON A FRIDAYAFTERNOON!
_{WELL HECK LIKE YOU SHOULD. STUDY BITCH STUDY!}

ANYWAYS.
Beside it draining quite some energy.. it's also quite fun.
I've got 9 hours in my whole timetable of doing nothing and relax
_{AND YOU'RE STILL SKIPPING? THAT'S NOT THE MENTALITY!}
WELL MAYBE THEY JUST SHOULDN'T TRY TE-
_{WE ALREADY WENT OVER THAT}
YEAH. WELL. YOUR MOTHER WENT OVER THAT TOO.

ANYWAYS.
Nine hours. That's a whole lot of doing nothing. So what do you do then?
What you always do when you've got nothing to do: spend money & eat.
Both are bad for you. One for the calories. And one for the wallet
But it's not like I care of either two of those
_{THAT'S NOT THE MENTAL-}
WILL YOU SHUT UP ALREADY!?
_{WHY ARE WE SCREAMING?}
WE AREN'T. CAPS LOCK IS CRUISE CONTROLL FOR COOL.

ANYWAYS.
I might care a little. Since both my wallet and my flat belly aren't infite . But hey. Walking to the supermarket is exercising too.

Yeah.
_{Can I say something?}
Yes. As long as you don't CAPS it.
_{Great. I don't have a shit to say. But I need this opportunity to drag you down. Her school's kinda awesome. She actually has quite some people she knows. Oh. And she likes to partyu. HARD. There's this one time that she had 4 guys on one evening. Oh! And in Amsterdam, when she was acting all pedo! OH! And did she tell yet about the giiiiiirls? And did you k-}
THAT'S ENOUGH
_{WHY ARE YOU ALLOWED TO TALK IN CAPSLOCK WHILE I CAN'T? WHAT'S RASIST!}
WELL, YOU SHOULDN'T GO AN-
_{THAT'S NOT THE MENTALITY!}


ANYWAYS.
I'm kind of.. active right now. Today was a lazy day. Didn't do a shit
_THA- so yeah. Sorry to spam you all. I'll write a proper journal later. When I'm not rebelling like fuck or something whatever I don't know yo momma.


I looked it up. It's "procrastinate". Procasinate.. That's only missing two letters 8D. Not bad for the fact I only read the word twice and I wasn't even sure what it meant.

I'm so smart.




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