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An uplifting sentence here

I'm aware my last journal has been from the late '11s. Reason for this is that I've found other websites where I can write and complain, so I'm not bothering dA with it any more. Which is a good thing I guess, because after all, this is an art-site. Even though most of the people that follow me here are people that already know who I am anyway, I don't think they'd care much about my personal affairs. If you do, sux 2 b u, because I don't think you'll be getting to know much about me here any more. Exception will probably be the comments in my drawings.

Anyway, a lot of talking about journals, because that's actually what I was planning on posting about: I'm thinking about deleting them. Saving them on my computer first, probably, because I like me a database of my past shenanigans. The reason for this is that I've been quite hesitant to show ~outsiders~ my DeviantART for the sole paranoia of them reading my past journals. Not sure what madman would even go back 5 pages of ramblings, but okay. I'm not even sure whether I would show others my dA even if I deleted the journals.
I can tell you for sure that you won't. One of the reasons is your retarded URL. Second because you suck in general. And third who would even bother checking all of this out?

In the end, I guess I've got a point there. But still considering deleting the journals.

Oh, while I'm at it, for old time's sake, I'll tell something about my life right now: I'm busy, I'm procrastinating studying (what else), slightly stressed, but doing fine mostly. College is going pretty B+, no prince on a white horse has wandered in my life yet. And I guess that's it for the big relevant stuff. For the irrelevant stuff: my feet are pretty darn fucking cold what idiot thought it was a good idea to make it freezing fucking cold in the first days of spring!? Mother nature u r pretty cool 'n stuff but what r u doin plese stahp.

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Orphan (quiz)

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Gryffindor:
• [x] You are loud.
• [x] You like going to school to see your friends.
• [x] You've had more than a couple detentions.
• [x] You always have something to do on the weekends.
• [ ] You like to be the center of attention.
• [ ] You get above average grades in school. (Not all but most)
• [ ] You've been called bossy before.
• [x] You're a bit of a daredevil / you like an adrenaline rush.
• [ ] You are athletic.
• [ ] You are one of the best players on your team.
• [x] You would do anything for your loved ones.
• [ ] You like the color red.
• [ ] Your favorite class is Transfiguration or DADA.
• [ ] You would never break a promise.
TOTAL: 6

Hufflepuff:
• [x] You have many acquaintances, but only a handful of good friends.
• [x] You get average grades in school.
• [ ] You've been called boring before.
• [x] You don't like to brag about your achievements.
• [x] You value honesty.
• [ ] You don't mind working hard to get what you want.
• [ ] You like the color yellow.
• [x] You have a job.
• [ ] You are athletic.
• [x] You are a team player.
• [ ] You are in the middle of the social totem pole.
• [x] You are easily amused.
• [x] You like helping others.
• [ ] Your favorite class is Herbology or Divination.
• [ ] You like the music played on the radio best.
TOTAL: 8

Ravenclaw:
• [ ] You get good grades in school.
• [x] You like to read.
• [x] Dumb people annoy you.
• [x] You are creative.
• [ ] You've been called a know-it-all before. (Funny story to this, see bottom.)
• [ ] You hate cheating.
• [ ] People often want you to help them with homework or projects.
• [x] You are more into the creative arts: theatre, dancing, drawing, etc.
• [ ] You are extremely logical in your way of thinking.
• [ ] You are considered shy or quiet by people you don't know.
• [x] You like the color blue.
• [ ] Your favorite class is A History of Magic, Charms, or Care of Magical Creatures.
• [x] You tend to over analyze things.
• [ ] You can focus and pay attention well.
TOTAL: 6

Slytherin:
• [x] You are very competitive.
• [x] You like the finer things in life.
• [ ] You think welfare is a waste.
• [ ] You've made fun of someone in the past week.
• [ ] You've been called a snob before.
• [ ] You think the end justifies the means.
• [x] You're not afraid to say something to someone else's face.
• [ ] You tend to think people are a bit jealous of you.
• [ ] You've made someone cry by just saying something to them.
• [x] You tend to root for the villains in movies, books, etc.
• [x] You are very good with words.
• [ ] Above all, you want to be successful in life.
• [ ] You like the color green.
• [x] You love to win.
• [ ] Your favorite class is Potions or DADA.
TOTAL: 6

Well, according to this I'm a Hufflepuff. I'm a Slytherin in pottermore, but I don't really agree with that. I think of myself more like a Hufflepuff/Gryffindor, but I've always found it rather hard to classify myself in a House. Even according to this test, everything was rather close. And though Jo knows best, I just refuse to label myself as a Slytherin. There's probably a bit of it in me (with me being competitive and stuff) but yeah.

Rant for nothing whoo!

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You're as lucky as you believe yourself to be

As you might or might not have noticed, I've drawn quite a few things lately. Mostly finishing old drawings, but also I've started new projects that you might see in your inbox sometime soon. After all, it's sumerbreak and it's not like I have anything better to do.
Beside not studying for your driver's licence. And failing the exam of course. But hey, nothing at all!
And I've """"realised"""" that all I fucking draw are pretty anime-girls in the same post and stuff. And it's pissing me off, because I want to develop myself, do new stuff, become a truly amazing drawer. Now I'm just an avarage If not below avarage, don't think you're amazing because you're not. ""artist"" who keeps on drawing the same boring things. Yet, trying to do new dynamic stuff turns out to be hard, frustrating and not good for my bloodpressure. There's not really much you can do with that information, I just wanted to get of off my chest. But if you've got tips or inspiration or other things that might help me with this problem please do tell me! It's not really helping the only one who ever really comments on my drawings is Astrid. But that's also not really your business. Unles you read this and you're not Astrid, then it's a subtile hint.

Speaking of Itihlewn! She's got this thing where she's open for commisions! She's doing it because she needs people to fund her on getting enough money to buy herself a tablet-pen. She's an amazing artist, yet she doesn't yet have enough people to help her out of her financial trouble. So you want to support her/want a really amazing drawing drawn by her, you can find the information here!

:star: Here. :star:

So, beside the useless complaining and the advertising, I hope you're all as well as I am, for that I'm pretty well and I hope you all have better weather than I do, because the weather is the worst here ever. And I'm not just saying that, last month was the rainiest, coldest, shittiest month of July in the Netherlands ever, according to all previous records. Sucks to live here!!!!

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Hey, at least you've got arms

I found a pattern in my behaviour. If I keep my tabs open I'm reminded of the existence of other social networks other than twitter and I keep up with things and stuff. If I close the tabs the existence will slowly start to fade in my head until some months later I realise that it still exists and then I'm alive again and stuff. So what I really should do is keep my tabs open for forever, never close them and never shut down the computer and life will be awesome and fine and people'll see I'm alive and they'll be hape muahahahahahahhaha
Just kidding, nobody cares.

In summary, I'm okay. I got earrings, played in the school's musical "Moulin Rouge", passed my final exams!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's still a mysyery how I pulled that off but I don't care I passed and I am now awaiting the news whether I can go study psychology in Amsterdam or not. A friend of mine has passed away which is horrible, my vacation sorta started and I'm getting no sleep since partying has a higher priority, still ain't got my driver's licence, I feel like drawing a lot tonight since I'm taking a break from all the partying and I'll probably upload that drawing that's nearly finished but haven't done anything with yet and finally, I'm still alive and breathing. Hopefully you guys are too.
I don't have anything witty or mean to say, but you're not worth it anyway screw you I'm going home.

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Laughter is the best medicine

Lack of motivation. Forever and always. If I ever had any motivation to begin with. Though maybe I do have more than I'm letting in, since yesterday I was downstairs and I studied so well, it was kind of creepy. Though I didn't really have a choice. Examweek, physics test coming up. I hadn't done ANYTHING at all this subject, so I had two chapters to study in a day. Luckily the subject wasn't hard, the chapters weren't long and I basically didn't screw up my test today! Can you say awesome? Heck yes I'm awesome.

But I wasn't refering to that, but to deviantART. The journal part. I still really love drawing and writing and taking pictures and such.. I found a new app on my phone called "instagram" and it lets you edit pictures so wonderfully and it's so awesome :'D! But yeah, putting my life on here.. not really. And at first I was willing to update you on whatever I was feeling but now I just don't want to anymore. I could tell you why but it's not that interesting for most of you anyway. I might still update, but don't expect too much.

I hate everyone.

Right now, it's that time of the year again: examweek. I only have 7 tests in total, tomorrow'll be my last: English. Write a letter. Boy am I nervous. Not. So far I did most of my tests well. Chemistry, maths and physics (such a miracle!) all went okay, biology, Spanish and Dutch not so much. I'll be awaiting my grades I guess.

But now I'll be playing some pokémon :XD:

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